Life

I'm alone in a foreign country for 3 months now...

I don't have any friends, I don't have anyone to talk to in the end of the day.

I have to go to parks alone, go to art galleries alone, smoke alone.

I go to school and work, all day, everyday, the same.

The girl I love, loves another guy.

I think about her all day long, she's like art, with a heart, when I look at her it's like I'm admiring a painting.

Recently she moved to my class, I still don't know if this is a blessing or a nightmare.

I spend all morning looking at her, I try not to, but my eyes always find an excuse to look in her direction.

Life has been hard. Nights were spent crying.

I hope it gets better soon.